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Michelle’s Story... |
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All my life I’ve experienced abuse. The most damaging abusive relationship has been the past 15 years of my life. It started out with mental/emotional abuse, and then it turned violent. A lot of those days I spent crying from being cheated on, lied to, manipulated, and taken advantage of financially. I would cry myself to sleep most nights and wake up angry, just to be mad all day. I was just existing and didn’t care if I ended up dead.
I started praying to God every day, pleading and begging for a safe way out. God answered my prayers! My way came as a blessing in disguise when my children’s father caught our kitchen on fire. I was able to pack minimal belongings without being questioned about it. Although the fire was chaotic, there was a calm the entire time. I swore I heard a voice say, “Do not be afraid.” We went to a motel for the night and when their father left for work, I was able to contact the Sheepfold.
When we moved into the Sheepfold, it was hard coping with everything that had happened, plus following schedules and rules which were new to us. I prayed more and more for God to help me with courage, strength and patience. We started attending church regularly, and I was doing daily Bible studies with an open heart and mind. No matter the day, each Bible study felt like it was meant for me.
The power of un-forgiveness is imprisoning. I thought I had forgiven my abuser; but I still felt hurt and would still get angry when thinking of all I had been through. It wasn’t until I learned to forgive myself that I was finally able to forgive him, because God had forgiven me already. I was able to let go of the anger. Amazed by all of God’s wonders, I made the decision to dedicate my life to Him and was baptized.
We’ve been here at the Sheepfold for 5 months now, and we are just days away from moving into our own place. It’s bittersweet. I didn’t want to leave my healing place – the place where we found salvation. My kids and I really loved being a part of the Sheepfold. The Sheepfold has literally saved my life and kept me from going back to the life I knew and hated. I am humbled to have met a lot of amazing people and will forever cherish the friendships I have made along the way. I am no longer a slave to fear—for that I am a better me.
- Michelle, Sheepfold Graduate
Happy Fourth of July!
Thank You...
Thank you Jeff and Cindy Hovsepian for your generosity and inviting us moms and kids to the theater. We had a wonderful time!
Since we are a music loving group, it was amazing for us to see a live orchestra perform its magic.
Thank you for being there with us for this lovely experience.
- Moms and Kids, Sheepfold Residents
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